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Monday, November 8, 2010

New Chapter

So my poly family is beginning to change a bit. It went from Me, Hubby, Best friend, and Boyfriend. Now it is changing towards Me, Hubby, our submissive girl, and my submissive boy. It is turning into a BDSM poly house. I am really enjoying the thought of it, The only way it could be better is if it was a slave boy vs. a submissive boy. However I am still waiting for that one to make up his mind.

It seems to be improving the household dynamics which is always a positive movement. For both hubby and I. We seem to be getting along better and feeling more love towards each other now that the other things in our life are satisfied. It is still strange having a submissive girl but I am getting used to it, and loving certain things. The cuddles, and fingernails are blissful. She makes me very happy both as a friend and Dominant. However hubby, is still unsure about his role as a Dominant with her. He still views himself as a switch,therefore equal, and not a Dominant towards her.

Some of the residual ooze is still going on in my brain from the ex. Still. It is frustrating and dragging down my positive pants, Damn sagging pants. Just a side note to the rest of my verbal vomit.

Looking for something perfect.

Well the search for the perfect servant, submissive, slave is still continuing here in Augusta. I found one that would be the perfect slave for me, filled with love, adoration as well as the perfect bondage slut. The only kicker is that he would have to change his life to serve me. I have been discussing this with him and told him that in order to come for his interview weekend, he would need to be 100% ready to change his life to serve me. I say this because the changes that he would have to make are huge, and I have a feeling that he would be ready to stay for good.

So I am concerned at the likelyhood of him actually becoming a slave. He would be perfect but a lot has to change in order to have him serving me.